Tuesday, November 29th, 2005

Time	Event
3:41a	how do i describe this "argh"? ok let's just say i feel so "argh". yes it's going to fade off soon. it will. lovely. it's going to be very quick and painless like a jab. just a tiny ant bite feeling and thats it. smile. eat. make whatever that makes you happy. happy pills. lol~ boyboy is sleeping by my side again. these cats... they'll just know when you feel down. :) i feel like biting off boyboy's head and cook like ikan pari. blehh! no. lol! fell too deep. in the name of love. feel too deep in the shit. nahh. it's just another shit i'm facing. probably millions are facing the same too. take it easy. life's a thrill. Current Mood: greyed (Comment on this)
4:40a	get mad or walk away? walk away. :) please do. i decided to least down my loves and hates. +love+ cats my friends' mommies steal mommies sugarglider love samurai X jap anime jap anime jap anime my mind debbie challenge ancient egypt within temptation nice people dreams fantasy corsets gucci rush sing momo goth metal nice metal music keanu reeves fairuza balk SHAKIRA SHAKIRA SHAKIRA tall boys in the making to become a real man opocot twisted minds trainy thoughts animals work at the zoo my nieces and nephews north indians coke pure chocolate skateboard anything i bought with my own hard-earn money to feel good +hate+ coffee scarves malay-u talk big do small rezz rich people easy life people coke porn people pissing water on girls' face mean people little 3-16 year old girls who are not my cousins or nieces. back off! clingy people lousy nail polish hurt sit around at home homeless the sun/ the heat my parents sleepy now. yey! good night, world. my name is fairuza. you readers are shakira. heh! (Comment on this)
5:14a	everyone is entitling themselves to emotional disorder. it's either they wish to show it or not. realize how i fucking feel.. i'm not some other fuck for you to fuck around and shitpiss on my fucking face. the angst have yet to flash its naked body to you. (well i didn't mean to think of flasher.. was in a serious mood a while ago. now i'm joking around.) rooooooooaarrrr! ok. now i'm a little lion cub. heh! i can't be serious in some issues, can i? cracking lame jokes every now and then. for those malays, emotional means an extreme happiness or sadness Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: you raise me up (Comment on this)
2:33p	halloween @ the escapetheme park don't ask me why we went theme park on halloween. zetty buggy fazz.. no no fairuzah. :P zetty and yanti in the spotlight. buggy really looks good in here. no close-up picture of yanti ley. sorry! Current Mood: bored Current Music: driver's high - L'arc En Ciel (Comment on this)

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