take it off the wall
i met pio yesterday. got a big blow from him. he gave me this wake up bitch-slap call. look at me now. still jobless. did my studies halfway. no direction in life. so the minah-tress. i quite agree with him with that. i can't fight that fact because i'm not doing anything right now. he pointed out one thing about friends. he asked me who are my friends. shaz is. but he kept telling me that if she is, then she would fight for me to convince her mom to let me stay even when the parents come back to singapore once every month. she has done that but i screwed that part. i haven't learned to stand on my own feet yet. i'm still crashing around at people's places..... i think i should start working, save up some money and rent a place of my own, pick up all the stuff i left at people's house and secure the place for one long period of time. yeah. nurin's got a place for me to stay. i should tell ima that i will go get a place to rent with her. yeahh... we will save a lot of money.

i'll go look for ANY job now. wish me luck.