Current mood:

head over heels

withering shivers.... mesmerizing whispers
the cold binds her like an infant wrapped in the clouds
she whispers every thoughts and wishes
singing a melancholy through the night
which seems endless

she smiles at every childish dreams she sees
bubbling up in her mind
how she wishes that he knows what she's missing
how she wonders if he means every single word that he say

then she holds back the thoughts..
no... she thought
it could not be. everything is temporary
things may change as one mind's evolves
just like her own.

she is still searching for that one..
that one will stay. but he will never control her
her mind and her soul

no. he is not here yet.
she thought
everything moves so slowly
she still doubts the one she is about to unwind

yes, she is so sure of what she likes
yet she is not sure of what she needs
what should she want
she is still unsure

let the dark clouds just shine on her :)
she's happy.
she's dancing..
she's in love with that beautiful stranger...
she's withering though... in doubts... in the name of love..
or just nothing is real..
but let this fantasy keep her gay..
just everyday..
something she should look forward in her life..
no she does not hate her life... anymore.. only for him..
even it is not real.. even if he adores her temporarily...
she is happy... she is..
:)
i miss you too...



you made her fall for you. so deeply.
cut her deep when you're ready.
swing her thoughts when you're sure of it
puppet-string her because she enjoys it for a while
she will never turn back.. but she'll take a glimpse
and smile..
but she is ready for you,.
only that battery is not included.
you will purchase her
she has fallen out of grace
she's tripping on every single thoughts of you
just you..
both benefits it all
you will be loved
you will feel her love because she loves you
and you love her..
she's all yours.
you're the master of puppet-her
she is all over you like strawberry deeped in melted chocolate
she couldn't resist you

you are her faerytale now. you are her story she's writing of.
you are what inspires her insanity. you embraced what she calls beauty.